Wordsick World

If my words do not convey what I mean
fail to say what they seem
when I write of mystery, joy, or death
then what of me or you or we?

When I write of beauty, faith, or the green hills
I wish my words to bestow these –
their vision, hope, their fecundity
to another. They hold, as a pitcher,
my essential gift to the world.

Alas, the contract of words is failing
falling down around us, flung into despair.
When words of government or commerce
are without care or the desire for truth –
then the land is overcome by an evil design.

If their essence is not held by poets –
each word having something to say –
words will lose their sense altogether
and we will forage for understanding
in a rotting linguistic land
where those who lie are held in esteem
they who manipulate, defame, excoriate
are deemed the conscience of the king.

I will write by the lights I see
forgo dim and shadowy flickers
try to say what my heart, in its silence,
knows. Or, I’ll wander onto a sinister path
to join the long and damned procession
of souls wandering mad in a word sick land.


Portland, Oregon – December 19, 2017

Aleph-Beth

Before letters written words came
myriad forms, stone, leaf, paw,
strung together in movement –
frond sway and flutter wing
silky stream, fiery steam pool
inking the tablet of the skies
scribing with shadows the deep seas.

Before lettered words a world wound
round in the whorl of stars spin;
buds opened in evergreen seas
brushed by unnamed winds
sweeping a land hushed in sounds
of thrush, river rush, slither
over dry sands – creosote, sage –
audible in the motion of sun set.

Eden – without name, limit, or god –
spelled in the language of vines
tangled in crow screech
through the misted morning air
murmured in whale song
through chambers of the deep.

Aleph-beth, letters on paper
long after the running deer ran.
Deer as stone glyph, paper mark,
pixels on a screen – thoughts
of a deer running through deep forests
of consonant, vowel, marks
to show how the deer paused, drank
from a clear pool, leaped
over a fallen tree, laid down
on a mossy bed to sleep
to dream the dreams that deer dream.


Portland, Oregon – June 13, 2017

“With the introduction of the aleph-beth [alphabet], a new distance opens between human culture and the rest of nature….With the phonetic aleph-beth, however, the written character no longer refers us to any sensible phenomenon out in the world, or even to the name of such a phenomenon…but solely to a gesture to be made by the human mouth.” (From The Spell of the Sensuous, David Abram, Vintage Press, p. 100).