Advent – Again

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This liminal season in somber tones
of rain as sounds on rooftops
dripping splashes from creaking eves
blowing swirls of drizzle around summer chairs
forgotten in the sodden backyard tangle.

These darkening hours in shades of gray
among the wilted stems and withered leaves
in a wet mess where in spring grew the green garden
budding in bright lime and lush leaves.
Now, an oozing palette of soppy yellow-brown
fused in an organic, slippery, molding life.

Advent – the threshold over which I hang
suspended between the earth and heaven –
posing still the questions I asked when,
as a child, I turned out the lamp to sleep
or, later, woke to a dark and breathless silence.

The only answer I’ve received
among all the bright or forlorn possibilities
is the answer of the season:

Wait.

Be still.

Awaken.


Portland, Oregon – Advent eve, November 27, 2016

Late Summer

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Cool and lush of spring –
memories in shades of green
saturated life, complex form,
growth from a dark womb
beneath our feet, bearing us.

Summer follows in lighted waves,
early morning until the evening star.
Swells of shimmering warmth pour
through the ripening garden.

Late summer withering heat
wilts the barely tended
unwatered places barren brown
in needles and fallen stems
lying quiet in decay.
The harvest comes to be
uprooted, prepared, devoured.


Portland, Oregon – August 27, 2016

Photo is my own, taken this date.

Moon of the Red Blooming Lilies

Outside my window grows the summer
sweet garden – resplendent, redolent, still
in the morning dew damp chill.
She does not know about the hours, how
a clock tick captures in mechanical tock.

She knows the sun’s arc, pouring
rain, warm sweet laying ground
under silver white moon urge
tide surge and nights sweeping
over flowers unfolding in rose, lavender,
sweet pea, all the tall grasses –
unfettered by segmented time
broken moments of loss or dread.

I?  I know about time, succumb
as if it were my only
spun and twirling destiny.
What few seasons come and go
that we bloom –
flowers of creation’s fertile desires –
Unfolding under the moon
of the red blooming lilies
without time but this.


Portland, Oregon – July 9, 2016

My title, “Moon of the Red Blooming Lilies” comes from my recent reading of Bury My Heart At Wounded Knee, a classic telling of the tragic story of the destruction of the native peoples of this land, from the side of those who were destroyed.  The author, Dee Brown, does a masterful job of telling the story.  He often added the names of seasons as the native peoples called them.  In this case, the “moon of the red-blooming lilies” corresponds roughly to July.  It is a book I should have read long ago and recommend highly.

 

What Waits?

What is it waits for me to do
when all I cannot do?

Before me lie gardens of green and time
fertile, spring sweetened in the evening
when my life, blown as wild grasses,
bends westerly towards the sea.
Even the moon, three-quarters in the night sky,
sends me a line on a cascading arc
to pull me along where I must go.

What waits for me to do but my own self?
Not the garden or the wheel of time –
It is I, this moment, who must do
and wonder whether there will be another.


Portland, Oregon – May 18, 2016

Spring Garden

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Deception in spring’s beauty
lovely garment of green, yellow, blue
that does not tell
speaks not nor whispers of autumn
will not say from what cold and darkness it came
forgotten winter altogether.

Fools believe in beauty lasting
rising green through damp and dark earth
on which to count life’s days
towards eternal spring.

Fools cavort in flowered fields
dance in coronal suns shine
traipse in petals, seeds,
dead and dark autumn fallen leaves;
twirl in imprudent delight
as imps and fairies
in forgotten worlds
timeless whorls
endless whirls.


Portland, Oregon – April 11, 2016
Photo is my own, taken this date.

Under The Maple Tree

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Fountain pool’s light and water
under maple branch and leaf
tulip yellow curling petals
near the pathway greens of spring.

I will fill the fountain basin
when the tulip fades away
wait for spring to come in splendor
underneath the spreading maple tree.

Another one will fill the fountain
watch the tulip raise its head
sit in stillness by the pathway
as the spring wind stirs the maple leaves.


Portland, Oregon – April 6, 2016
Photo is my own, taken this date.

Sadly, the falling branches of our ponderosa pine sheared off half of the maple during an ice storm, December 2016.  These rest did not then survive.

Shadows

Do shadows have the power to heal?
Leaves of the Japanese maple
fluttering on porch steps?
Ancient fern fronds, long and pointed,
bending over in layered impressions?
Lace curtains brushing painted walls?
Half open shutters lining kitchen floors?

Spring
sun bending through all the arching flowers
autumn
lowering, heart-breaking
through the remains of the glorious season
spinning away sun
gold falling from the sky
seeding its formed and moving shadows
with ethereal and healing light.


Portland, Oregon – April 3, 2016