Grass and Dandelions

The green grass of spring
become flaxen yellow remnant
lining the drive and the stony paths.

I did not cut the grass as I have done
but let it be. It lived wild for a time
among weedy things and dandelions.

The dandelions flower still 
towering about the wilted grass.
Which are lovelier I cannot say.

Perhaps it means little to write
of dead grass and dandelions.
Yet here they are along the drive.
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Portland, Oregon - August 9, 2022

The Wall

Mornings I sit, facing the wall
within silence but for birds.
It is a practice I observe
after rising to meet the day.

Before me, the wall in dull paint
yet it is my past and future I see
streaming by as if in a parade
until I breathe and see again the wall.

They've all gone before me
who've sat facing the wall -
Buddha, Jesus, Francis, Julian.
What did they see when in mornings they woke?
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Portland, Oregon - August 2, 2022



Nature

We shall take a walk in the woods
where nature we will meet
in fern and fir and wildflower
where fungi blooms abundantly.

There will be wildlife as well
hidden in growth below
stealing about without a sound
or cracking sound of branch above.

If we have not woods to roam
then may we search the heavens
for nature blooming brilliantly
in starlight forests strewn.

I would have the woods to walk
when I can and if I'm able.
If not I'll turn my aged eyes
to fields of night where stars are born.
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Portland, Oregon - July 27, 2022

The Stars





They are more than we imagined –
the breathless born stars;
infinitely more aswirl
galaxies spinning and wild!

What our eyes cannot see
we might have fathomed to be
if only we had the darkest night skies
through which to see the heavens
splayed out in silent glory.

We have but poor vision
poorer desires, poorer hopes.
We illumine the night to see
only ourselves playing and longing
on the parched fields of earth.

We think it cold out there
closing our windows to the night
pulling down the shades
turning out the lights
that we may sleep and dream
of stars and worlds far away.
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Portland, Oregon – July 19, 2022

Thinking of the recently revealed images taken from the newest space telescope. Also thinking of Vincent Van Gogh’s, Starry Night. I believe he saw, mystic that he was, what was really out there.






Fellows

Some with whom we walk we know -
our familiar companions in life.
Then there are those we do not know
who walk before, behind or even beside us 
whose faces and names only others know.

Who are they who walk with me
but those who share what I think to be
my solitary path - not the same, never the same -
like unto mine, who, if asked,
would nod their heads, knowing?

I can imagine their faces turned to me
with smiles of sadness or simple nods
understanding that we will never meet,
not in this life, these days or hours,
but at a time, God only knows.

I must thank them for being here with me
these fellows whose faces I'll never see.
We have all been given a length of cord
stretching through our labyrinthine ways
that others will take up when we are gone.
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Portland, Oregon - July 12, 2022

In Between

On this summer's eve I am
not where I was or would -
in between there and then -
spring gone autumn calling.

When will I rest in this place
between where my thoughts go -
memory or expectation -
and find peace within myself?

Does it exist, that sanctuary
for my body and soul, my heart?
Is there a haven where wars end
where suffering has no home?

Now the sun is setting and still,
as evening turns to night, I wonder
if now is just a place in between
or the place I've always longed for?
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Portland, Oregon - June 23, 2022









Fox Sparrows

They winter here beneath
the snowberry thicket
as if it was their home.
In late spring they fly away.
To where, I do not know.

I will wait for their return
when autumn turns to gold
with cold coming strong winds
when again, beneath the thicket,
they will poke and plod about.

I like to think they know me
these little brown skittish birds
who scurry about under the pine.
I do not know that they do not
know me nor do I need to know.
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Portland, Oregon - May 26, 2022

Living Words

They are unspoken
written not nor rhymed.
Living words telling tales -
Sounds of wind, wave susurrus
in deep green valleys,
on rocky headland shores.

Breaching leviathan hisses
herds drumming the tall grasses
breeding in blooms of life
among an enthralled audience
of rock, thistle, coral, and star.
How they love to hear the sounds!
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Portland, Oregon - May 24, 2022

The Green Gate

Through the green gate grazes
the setting sun on pastures of blue.
Beyond the thicket wall spins
the world round its radiant hue.
Within, it is still across the garden
where I sit in evening repose.

This evening silent solace
serene in the last lights of day.
Let it stop that I may catch
the whirl, the wild, and the wind -
to see the green gate open
on a world transfigured and reborn.
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Portland, Oregon - May 19, 2022

The Secret Cause

There is a secret about our lives
hidden in our days and dreaming nights.
It lies before us having been born
when we were born and began.

It is the path where no one has ever gone
and no one will ever go again,
the one we make for ourselves each moment
when we think no one knows or cares.

Each step a choice among the thousand choices
picking our way through briars and brambles 
on a way that once seemed clear and straight
but now we are lost on tortuous holy grounds.

We find ourselves in the thrall of liminal space
held within the arms of broken time
where the past flies fast away
where what comes we cannot always choose.

Shall we believe in the lives we've led
given all arguments to the contrary?
We must. We must hold to the way
we began when we fell from darkness into light.

We do not know the secret cause
travelling with us through our days
though it is ours alone, our dear companion,
cherished and named - our soul.
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Portland, Oregon - April 25, 2022

This, from Joseph Campbell in "Thou Art That, Transforming Religious Metaphor:" 

"The secret cause of your death is your destiny. Every life has a limitation, and in challenging the limit you are bringing the limit closer to you, and the heroes are the ones who initiate their actions no matter what destiny may result. What happens is, therefore, a function of what the person does. This is true of life all the way through. Here is revealed the secret cause: your own life course is the secret cause of your death."