Poem

Sitting near a cold spring night
I write with an overhead light 
to pierce the slitherly dark thoughts
that slide through the eves
pour from under the doors
steal through foundation cracks
to pry from me my genius –
wary words wrestling their way
through my years, each with promise and loss
the same – of life – given and taken away.

Of the words that might have come
these have come, forming themselves
in scribbles of black on white
to say that I am, one line at a time,
not my own but one written
on a page (what page?) by a hand (whose?)
I seek to know, hope to capture
by poem in its webby tangle of words
woven out of what darkness slitherly brings.


Portland, Oregon – March 27, 2018

Coming Spring

For each one now spring
is not what once spring was
when its season meant not a thing
during the bloom and bud of youth
but the coming of a time for leaving
what we knew but did not well love.

Here now, many years now,
I think back to late winter days
before spring sprung through the gloom
and made me swoon with smells
delicious of wet cedar and beach
wafting through the mists of March
clinging still to memories of my home town.

The innocence of then –
when I spent my days ignorant,
too often alone, scared, angry
waiting for life to begin –
becomes the incense of age
curling slow and sweet into the rafters.

The coming spring will not be
what spring was when I was young.
It will be spring, just spring
curling up again from the ground
in shades of green and flowers
softening in layered strands
of long daylight hours perfumed
in scents of lavender, lilac, and lily
longing but for the sweet scent of sun
and the warm breath of the earth.


Portland, Oregon – March 15, 2018